10 pm, I was walking on the road when he heard the phone ring, shocked to realize that the message of the Lan. For the first time since the marriage (also 2 years ago), she texted me. " You, me were wrong ..." - Lan wrote.
About 5 years ago, I and Lan love. The two of us have a lot in common: As children, study hard, ambitious and together come from very poor families. Lan was born in the Pacific, her father died early, just feeding mother often algae propagation her four sisters to school. Lan pretty popular at school though she never had the clothes fashionable, expensive jewelry bull.
As for me, my situation is very hard. My parents are workers in incapacity for years and so, when in college, to have tuition, I go to tutor, do marketing personnel right from the first year. The more hardship, the more I worked very hard, because I know, study well is the only way to help me change my life.
Lan my time and love each other, which is probably the best time of my life. We are together on homework each evening library, pass each other by an old bicycle to admire Sword Lake streets. Today I received more teaching salary, we back up the Nguyen Xi street looking to buy cheap books and ending fun evening out with two cool Trang Tien ice cream. Though we were poor but did not take them both upset by Lan always encouraged me, saying, "I know the future we'll quite that, I believe in you."
The encouragement of motivation lover reinvigorating me. Graduating college with their degrees, I continue to work on learning English and looking for a scholarship online. Finally, luck has smiled at me when I get a scholarship to study Singapore Masters two years.
Lan glad to know I believe a scholarship to study abroad but also sad at the same time her skin away. I noticed that clear before I go to Singapore. Every evening we met, his eyes brimming Lan but she also said confidently: "I'm not sad thing, he came home from school we would get married. Two years after all. "
To Singapore, I plug into learning and doing. Every night, at the end of the work in a Chinese restaurant's soup, I went home, just recently enlisted homework online chat and talk with his lover. My Lan in the country is not bad, she's out of school and job are in a fairly large media conglomerates. Finland worked hard and often are rewarded each week. Lan cheerfully shared with me that kept the momentum, after a year, her salary may double, triple.
Sweet time we went by pretty fast, about seven months after my chips to study abroad, Saturday night, Sunday, I went online but did not see her lover again online. Sometimes I call back, Lan did not want to talk long and the excuse is busy work. I have no doubts his sweetheart because I think I fully understand Lan, she is working hard to assert themselves in the new company.
One evening in August, I went to work, as usual, I opened the mailbox to check mail and was surprised to see that people love me for my e-mail. I just opened a letter and thought: "Normal full waiting to chat each other up, today re-mailing that body." Open the message out, I read more and read more quickly and do not believe it, until now, I still remember that day clearly Lan wrote letters to me, she wrote great reviews that I could not wait any longer and she He had a new lover, she soon married and asked me to forgive.
The whole night, I phoned Lan constantly but she did not come to the phone. At that time I just wish I was in Vietnam, I'll run right over to Finland and asked her why she did it, but I - a poor student he, saving every penny to study, to cover Life Where to get the money to buy plane tickets to go home only to find the explanation of her lover.
Later when I finished, the water, I know that Poland was married to an official figure large in the media industry and organized her wedding was spectacular in a luxury hotel in Hanoi. Heart full of pain, but I still do not feel angry lover. I understand, Lan always wanted to change the life of poverty that she had lived for many years. Like myself, I was trying to change my life.
As for me, my situation is very hard. My parents are workers in incapacity for years and so, when in college, to have tuition, I go to tutor, do marketing personnel right from the first year. The more hardship, the more I worked very hard, because I know, study well is the only way to help me change my life.
Lan my time and love each other, which is probably the best time of my life. We are together on homework each evening library, pass each other by an old bicycle to admire Sword Lake streets. Today I received more teaching salary, we back up the Nguyen Xi street looking to buy cheap books and ending fun evening out with two cool Trang Tien ice cream. Though we were poor but did not take them both upset by Lan always encouraged me, saying, "I know the future we'll quite that, I believe in you."
The encouragement of motivation lover reinvigorating me. Graduating college with their degrees, I continue to work on learning English and looking for a scholarship online. Finally, luck has smiled at me when I get a scholarship to study Singapore Masters two years.
Lan glad to know I believe a scholarship to study abroad but also sad at the same time her skin away. I noticed that clear before I go to Singapore. Every evening we met, his eyes brimming Lan but she also said confidently: "I'm not sad thing, he came home from school we would get married. Two years after all. "
To Singapore, I plug into learning and doing. Every night, at the end of the work in a Chinese restaurant's soup, I went home, just recently enlisted homework online chat and talk with his lover. My Lan in the country is not bad, she's out of school and job are in a fairly large media conglomerates. Finland worked hard and often are rewarded each week. Lan cheerfully shared with me that kept the momentum, after a year, her salary may double, triple.
Sweet time we went by pretty fast, about seven months after my chips to study abroad, Saturday night, Sunday, I went online but did not see her lover again online. Sometimes I call back, Lan did not want to talk long and the excuse is busy work. I have no doubts his sweetheart because I think I fully understand Lan, she is working hard to assert themselves in the new company.
One evening in August, I went to work, as usual, I opened the mailbox to check mail and was surprised to see that people love me for my e-mail. I just opened a letter and thought: "Normal full waiting to chat each other up, today re-mailing that body." Open the message out, I read more and read more quickly and do not believe it, until now, I still remember that day clearly Lan wrote letters to me, she wrote great reviews that I could not wait any longer and she He had a new lover, she soon married and asked me to forgive.
The whole night, I phoned Lan constantly but she did not come to the phone. At that time I just wish I was in Vietnam, I'll run right over to Finland and asked her why she did it, but I - a poor student he, saving every penny to study, to cover Life Where to get the money to buy plane tickets to go home only to find the explanation of her lover.
Later when I finished, the water, I know that Poland was married to an official figure large in the media industry and organized her wedding was spectacular in a luxury hotel in Hanoi. Heart full of pain, but I still do not feel angry lover. I understand, Lan always wanted to change the life of poverty that she had lived for many years. Like myself, I was trying to change my life.
Back to the evening I received a message of Lan, then I was overwhelmed with emotion, her beautiful memories and I had together suddenly filled my mind rushing back. I texted Lan: "I see you get it?" And Lan agree an appointment with me at 11 noon the following day.
The next afternoon, I dressed to rendezvous with Lan, I arrived half an hour early, heart nervousness and nausea while waiting. Then she appeared, I recognized her from very far ... Lan still applies: Beautiful and fragile, only my old lover now wearing a red dress very chic, not just shirts with pants Jeans as the day we love each other anymore. Lan sat down, looked at me smiling, her eyes made me sad to remember also sagging gaze broke up at the airport me 5 years ago.
Our talk lasted about three hours. During that time, I said to her very little, just inform me Lan is currently working for a Belgian company, has bought a small house and have not love anyone after parting Lan. I want to hear Lan said and she told me all about his life, in a monotone, slowly ...
"I got married and Binh sure how he knows already. I have always longed to live for riches and wealth, I do not have an error like dreaming life, did not he? My problem is I can not have children you sir ... Shortly after examination, this news, Binh change with a noticeable attitude. He openly dating a different girl and half a month ago, she came to me, calmly told me that: "I should divorce him Binh go, I'm pregnant with his child was" . He hurt you too, sir, my husband had a child with her lover and now I do not know what to do. These days he still did not go home at night and do not tell me a word. Do not lay it, there's nothing to hook him and apparently they did not want to hold any more. I never asked Binh, I took him for money, that's my mistake ... Binh has ever love you, but now he could all gone ... ".
Both evenings after appointment with Lan, I was obsessed with her sad eyes. My Lan personality too, she did not want to appear too distressed in front of me but I understand she is very miserable because life does not escape. In my mind, the image of the Lan - the old days filled out the mind. I understand that I still love her very much and that is why I can not love anyone knowing Lan was married.
I picked up the phone and give Finland a private message: "I'm always here for you, if you need," Lan message very quickly: "I forgive you now?", I left a message: "I have never now hate you, I do not change feelings with you, sir. "and she did not answer any more message.
The next day morning, I go online to read news and saw a prominent attention on the bridge suicides a CD. I trembled all the people to see that the writer described the victim is a young girl wearing a red skirt, waist-length hair, wearing a gold watch hands. I still remember that Lan wear skirts, she wears the watch in hand when approached me that afternoon. I tremble dial call Minh, a close friend of Lan. Minh broke my heart when the phone crying, "I do not understand why Lan did so, last night I still meet opportunity and it sent him a letter and on your own. Why it's foolish ... "
... I am off work for a week after the death of Lan, the eighth day, I meet Minh received an appointment letter Lan and send me before he died. There are cute little tilted handwriting familiar and sometimes seem to be blurred by the tears, Lan wrote:
"You, when you get this letter, maybe they went away then. I have been looking forward so much to seeing him again one day, and perhaps the one you love love you the most in this world. With nothing hold you back anymore ... I know you still embrace me, but I have also welcomed deserve him anymore. Farewell to you, maybe someday we'll meet again in a different world and if luck is so, I'll marry you, will you? "
I folded the letter again, tears exuberant and silently say: "Certainly I'll marry you".
The next afternoon, I dressed to rendezvous with Lan, I arrived half an hour early, heart nervousness and nausea while waiting. Then she appeared, I recognized her from very far ... Lan still applies: Beautiful and fragile, only my old lover now wearing a red dress very chic, not just shirts with pants Jeans as the day we love each other anymore. Lan sat down, looked at me smiling, her eyes made me sad to remember also sagging gaze broke up at the airport me 5 years ago.
Our talk lasted about three hours. During that time, I said to her very little, just inform me Lan is currently working for a Belgian company, has bought a small house and have not love anyone after parting Lan. I want to hear Lan said and she told me all about his life, in a monotone, slowly ...
"I got married and Binh sure how he knows already. I have always longed to live for riches and wealth, I do not have an error like dreaming life, did not he? My problem is I can not have children you sir ... Shortly after examination, this news, Binh change with a noticeable attitude. He openly dating a different girl and half a month ago, she came to me, calmly told me that: "I should divorce him Binh go, I'm pregnant with his child was" . He hurt you too, sir, my husband had a child with her lover and now I do not know what to do. These days he still did not go home at night and do not tell me a word. Do not lay it, there's nothing to hook him and apparently they did not want to hold any more. I never asked Binh, I took him for money, that's my mistake ... Binh has ever love you, but now he could all gone ... ".
Both evenings after appointment with Lan, I was obsessed with her sad eyes. My Lan personality too, she did not want to appear too distressed in front of me but I understand she is very miserable because life does not escape. In my mind, the image of the Lan - the old days filled out the mind. I understand that I still love her very much and that is why I can not love anyone knowing Lan was married.
I picked up the phone and give Finland a private message: "I'm always here for you, if you need," Lan message very quickly: "I forgive you now?", I left a message: "I have never now hate you, I do not change feelings with you, sir. "and she did not answer any more message.
The next day morning, I go online to read news and saw a prominent attention on the bridge suicides a CD. I trembled all the people to see that the writer described the victim is a young girl wearing a red skirt, waist-length hair, wearing a gold watch hands. I still remember that Lan wear skirts, she wears the watch in hand when approached me that afternoon. I tremble dial call Minh, a close friend of Lan. Minh broke my heart when the phone crying, "I do not understand why Lan did so, last night I still meet opportunity and it sent him a letter and on your own. Why it's foolish ... "
... I am off work for a week after the death of Lan, the eighth day, I meet Minh received an appointment letter Lan and send me before he died. There are cute little tilted handwriting familiar and sometimes seem to be blurred by the tears, Lan wrote:
"You, when you get this letter, maybe they went away then. I have been looking forward so much to seeing him again one day, and perhaps the one you love love you the most in this world. With nothing hold you back anymore ... I know you still embrace me, but I have also welcomed deserve him anymore. Farewell to you, maybe someday we'll meet again in a different world and if luck is so, I'll marry you, will you? "
I folded the letter again, tears exuberant and silently say: "Certainly I'll marry you".
Creator: Hang Nguyen
10 pm, I was walking on the road when he heard the phone ring, shocked to realize that the message of the Lan. For the first time since th...
